看開了，人就快樂

從小到大，硬頸固執都是別人眼裡的我。
甚至連自己都以為，“Stubborn”一字，
將永遠大大隻的用黑色雙頭筆寫在我成績表上Remarks那一欄。
怎料經過這幾年天天在雜誌字海裡浮來游去，
竟給我發現自己條頸，其實也“笨”不是真的這麼硬。

當然，有些事情我還是未能完全釋懷，
亦有些堅持執著將與我死守終生。
可是曾經一度會為最芝的麻最綠的豆而害得身邊所有人都很苦的我，
今天終於開始學會了凡事一笑置之。
要明白有些人和事就是改變不了的，
與其對著幹，倒不如笑著過。

那天Mr.Beehive叫我嘗試安分守己，
也許就不會搞到自己一肚子氣。

適者生存，不一定要磨平棱角斬斷壯臂。
我想我會選擇在框框裡面聰明地去為非作歹，
讓人沒我奈何，吹我不脹。哼哼哼！

icing on the cake

完全不關施比受有福的事。

我從來都是一個喜歡送禮物多過收禮物的人。

當然，我認我是個最奄尖最麻煩最挑剔最難please的處女座，明白要人家送一份「中」得到我的禮物恐怕要比中六合彩還要難。不過，事實卻是我真的享受為親人好友伴侶揀禮物過程中的那種費煞思量與舟車勞頓，愛極他們在自己面前拆掉絲帶撕開花紙望見禮物時的那一臉驚喜和窩心。而且，(收過我禮物的人便知道)我永遠都中。

最近，終於有人送了我一份正中要害的禮物。不只是「罵自」出品(對我來說)必屬佳品，隨盒更附送「禮物反轉再反轉」遊戲乙個：原本的送禮者會在你我他套上這花結戒指的一刻神奇地變回受禮者！明嗎？冧吧！

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.
-Albert Einstein

Things happen for a reason.

Yes... every single thing matters.

This is wut I felt after having spent a total of 136 minutes to watch《Sex And The City: The Movie》on aircraft CX520 flying to Tokyo. Sitting by the window. Alone. As usual.

And there's a confession I must make: Being a fashion editor who luvs clothes, luvs NYC plus luuuuuuvs watching stupid American tv dramas, I have NEVER ever laid eyes on SATC. No, not even for a second. I simply boycotted this whole Carrie Bradshaw thing while every single gal in town is just SO crazy about her (altho I have to admit that SJP does have a fabulously expensive yet tasteful closet). Yet the funny thing is, tears just couldn't/wouldn't stop running out of my eyes during the entire movie. I think people must've thought I were horribly depressed or crazy or somethin'.

Avis, a SATC-addict girlfriend of mine, once told me that I am Miranda (and just for the record she sure is Charlotte York.) Now I understand why she thought so, but I ain't sure if I wanna be Miranda Hobbes, nor even the great Carrie Bradshaw.

Do we all live to love men? Do we live to love ourselves?
Or do we live to love life? I guess 'That is the question.'

Thank you, Mr.Lao, for driving me away and not trying hard enuf to get me back. Thank you, Sewage King, for letting me know how to tell the difference between wanting to GET MARRIED and wanting to MARRY SOMEONE. Thank you, Mr.Yiu, for hurting Mom and ruining our family so that I lose faith in love. Thank you, Mom, for being the strongest woman on earth while telling me it's okay to cry.
Thank you, Mr.Beehive, for just being you and making the impossible possible, so that I can finally believe in everything again.

多謝~

生日．快樂

久違了的快樂，
是今年收到最大的一份生日禮物。

2008年的9月12日，
依舊是靜靜的過。
沒有任何特別慶祝，
不需要什麼驚喜禮物，
只要以後都是這樣子就好了。